On what do you usually spend your time and your money?
Do you consider that as the best use of your time and your money?
What are your highest values? What makes you "glad"?
Does what you do on most days accord with your highest values?
Do you see a way to live more in tune with your highest values?
Do you want to live your values, but repeatedly fail? Does each failure weaken you from a belief in yourself that you can live a more meaningful life? Is that failure a failure of will-power or of circumstances?
Can you do something, each day, that is an affirmation of what you really believe in and want to do?
Are you living a rationalized life? Where what saddens you has been explained and argued away?
Can you start afresh?